Everything is suddenly changing.

I’m beginning to lose my ability to write, to speak, to complain. The world is suddenly changing, my world and the whole world. The US is getting a new healthcare system…

And today I had the hardest exam of all. 3.5 hours of 4 different subjects. All of which decides my future.

And I don’t feel anything. Not anything at all. I’m not feeling pain, not feeling sorrow. I’m not afraid, but I do care. I’m worried a bit, but I’m not sure I can feel my own emotions anymore.

Life passes me by a billion miles a second, but I hardly feel it move, change.

I’m not happy, I’m not sad, I’m not hazy, I’m not glad.

I feel fuck all.

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